Wednesday, October 21, 2009

life's like that

Alhamdulillah. Im engaged with someone I met online 3 and a half years ago. Who knows, who would have thought it has been this far. Rough times, we went through. Good times, we shared. And you are now my future husband. Hawtstuff! =p

Thank you EVERYONE for all your effort and well wishes. Most impt of all, thank you our parents for ‘restu-ing’ us.

Now it hits me when someone asked if I know him fully enough before we tie knots. Maybe, ppl stereotyped couples meeting online arent serious with each other afterall. I may not know him very well just yet, but each day we learn something new about one another, and this will continue even after marriage. yes? Like how would you ever know if he is your jodoh? Theres no post-it note stuck on the forehead that says “He is the one!”

Time and again before i went to bed, i always wonder about our future..or rather mine.... somehow i never felt abit of uncertainty. So definitely no questions asked. i have faith in him, like i always tell him, he is the next best anugerah from Allah, after my own family. Of course at times, i told myself i can forget him, i don’t need him. But that’s when theres a monster in me. =p Who nvr had quarrels, tell me.

And loving someone wholeheartedly is never easy.
Coz often the same love that makes me laugh, makes me cry.

04.10.2009